Hatred ever kills, love never dies. Such is the vast difference between the two. What is obtained by love is retained for all time. What is obtained by hatred proves a burden in reality for it increases hatred. – JASMINE GPL
Today
Suppose to either visit Baby’s mother or Baby visit my mother. Lol. But end up he went to look for friends. -.- I stayed at home whole today, so boring ya. Well be meeting cousins later on.
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Can things really start anew?
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
– BIBLE
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Missing from wordpress for a moment. I probably need more time to think before uttering my thoughts here.
From right beginning, already no trust in me, so why make yourself suffer?
No trust = Nothing
I know for myself that, the most important thing between a couple is trust. For me, without trust is really nothing. Hence I already tried my best, learning how to trust you more. But you actually told me those …..
I’m so in a blank mind now.
I don’t want to think anything currently.
Your words can be so hurtful when you don’t mean to.
Blank mind, empty thoughts, nothing much more I can say…
I should be THANKFUL for your HONESTY. I finally know what you’re thinking. Thanks for letting me know what’s up in your mind, ily
My heartbeat is pacing so slowly… …..
JASMINE FEELS SO BORED :(
Prepared myself when awake at 11am. Done at 12pm and waited for Baby at my house bus stop there. He bastard just woke up when I’m about to leave my house, aw. Waited at the bus stop, I can feel the HEAT. Weather is hot. Bussed to Punggol Plaza with Baby. Bought drinks and look for Liying, Brenda and Sandra at a playground behind Sandra’s place. Slacked awhile, and they played a round of cards before heading up to her house. We watched tv there. All wanted to scare Sandra, but we failed -.- ! *Giggle. Back to Punggol Plaza, grabbed a bite at Kfc.
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Brenda and Sandra left. Baby and I went to buy drinks again, haha. Took bus back to Sengkang with Baby and Liying at around 5.30pm. Baby left. Sitted at the bus stop with Liying, suppose go her house but end up not. I headed home for 30 minutes, and that monkey-liying phoned me. Wth. Complained to me about she doesn’t have house key and wants me to go down. Waste my time, fake! HAHA. Meet her at Rivervale Mall. Homed at 7.30pm 🙂
facing the same old 4 walls can kill me!
Happy birthday to my sucker, Murphy Teo Mian Bao!
& happy many monthsaries with my bestest Liying oh
Turned into bed at 11 last night. Doesn’t know what’s wrong with me or the weather. I rolled here and there… Having a minor shock when I saw my phone, it’s 3.45am! Wow, I actually flipped myself for hours. Forcing myself to sleep, I shut my eyes so hard that I could hardly open up now.
Liying was supposingly staying overnight, camping over at my house today for few nights. But I think it has to be postponed to midjune holiday perhaps, due to some reason from her. Laughsxz. Awh, awaiting today for so long yet it gonna push further later. Today’s monthsary with her, I doubt we can enjoy, lol. Planned so much yet can’t celebrate. Rather disappointing but it’s okay, I can understand. Rotting at home today, I guess.
Tomorrow might be meeting up with Baby? But no place we can go. Ghost rider, pick us up and ride us to the hell …
we’re stucked at the same old places.
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Woke up at 12 noon. Prepared and so. Meet up with Liying on bus at 2.30pm. We went to Compasspoint for lunch at Pizzahut. Baby looked for us at 3 plus. Walked around at cp, slacked and deciding where to go next. ‘Good’ suggestion from Liying -.- and we took bus to Hougang Mall. Well, it’s oh-so boring. But we left with no other choices. Slacked at rooftop awhile, then walked around in the arcade. Baby’s friend is a kind of weirdo! He did foolish things like, lifting his leg up hanging out, sitting on the railings as if riding a horse. Laugh! That’s dangerous. He’s sick. I saw Xiwei there, haha. Walked to the bus stop at Hougang Plaza with Liying at 7.30pm. Quite a number of familiar faces, those graduated schoolmates. Xiwei jio us slack at Lorong Ahsoo with them. But I don’t know his friends. Hence, homed at 8.
photos for may 29 ; chompchomp
SAY HI TO CHOMPSXZXZXZ !!!
– Me without my head?!
– HAHA, sitting on Brenda’s thigh
– This is cool ♥
i’ve no faith anymore. i’m lost.
I stayed at home the whole today. No life.
When it comes to boredom, I normally would think of you. But I know you wouldn’t talk to me. We used to text each other a lot in a day. Yet these days, we merely messaged for like 5 texts per day? ..
In the past 2 years, was kinda close with this guy. But with some misunderstanding, we’d stopped contacting for a long period. Recently, he looked for me again. Thus we contacted like how we do in the past. But moments when I thought of you, I tried to reply lesser and lesser each day. However, boredom kills. Adds on of you not contacting me, I went to look for him… Sorry to say, I’m not totally in fault.
Sigh. I feel so lost suddenly, no faith in it anymore.
jasmine doesnt feels good.
Last night was on phone with Baby for 2 hours 10 minutes 22 seconds. Hanged at 3.30am, while watching chn8 with him. That show at 1am is damn hilarious, and the male actor’s expressions are cute! I don’t feel tired after chatting with Baby. Haha. Turned in to bed at 4am.
I woke up at 12.30pm today. Used comp. Blogged for few days ago. Yeah, and of coures, chatted online. Agene talked to me, so many things that I couldn’t say out, it’s terrible. Had a joined conversation in msn with Sylester, Eamonn, Garry. Tyvm guys. Eamonn cheered me a lot! He speaks funnily in ways. Garry leh, what he knows is to didisiaosiao around. Sylester was the slightly mature one, he talked to me like lecturing a kid. He gave me many advices, and ‘scolded’ me which made me awake. Haha haha! End the conversation with them at 3.30pm.
Went to bathe and prepare for tuition at 4.30pm to 6.30pm, but I reached there at 5. After tuition, had a bad stomach cramp out of sudden. I stayed at the bus stop till 7 plus, and finally board onto it. I’d dinner at Hougang 401 with family. Homed at 8pm!
” you wouldn’t think of me when you’re with friends “
I turned in early last night. Lying on bed, looking up at the ceilings. I tried to clear my mind and stop thinking, but failed to do so. I can’t stop once started, I know. Woke up very early this morning. As usual, I’m lazy to get out of my bed. Xinde contacted me at 9am. Talked awhile and went back to sleep. Totally awake at 2pm. I got myself prepared at 4pm. Gathering at grandma’s house. Min’s mum somehow talked to me a lot regarding studies and stuffs. First time talk with her like a kind of friend. Hah.
Spent my afternoon rotting at grandma’s house. Boring. Baby was with friends, which unlikely sms with me. Hence chatted with Francis today mostly. He’s the kind one who keep me accompanied when I need someone to talk to. Thanks. Else I’ll be rotted from boredom!
I WAS WRONG ?
Met Suxuan at Compassvale Lrt Station then walked to opposite my house meet Suwen at 10am. Had our way together to school for Parent Meeting Session. Obviously, our parents not going. I guess Ms Muna had already expected that anyway. Collected report book from her and left. We headed to Hougang Mall at 11am. Takeaway foods and went up to Brenda’s house. I left her house at 1pm. Lol, saw Lauren and Wenxuam. Only Lauren’s the friendly one. Meet Baby outside Hougang Mall. Rayner was there, he called my name and dont know laugh what laugh, hah. Went to 809 look for Baby’s friends, then another block, then another block, and to a playground. Slacked till 3pm. Bussed home for tuition at 5pm.
Just then, when I woke up from my nap at 4.30pm, tutor called and postponed to Sunday. Bathed again for the third time before going out. Meet Liying on the bus at 5.30pm to Hougang Mall to meet Baby. Well, I know it’s my fault to keep him waiting. But also dont need ignore me and Liying right? I apologised already, and he just walked away like this. What attitude is that? Went down to look for him yet he leave.
Waited for Brenda. And 3 of us took bus to Chomp Chomp for dinner. At first didnt have the mood to go already, but I cant turn them down so last minute huh. So, went. Done at 8.30pm. Boarded the bus. Liying went home first. Since it’s still early, Brenda and I decided to drop at Kovan and walk back to Hougang. We jogged back …. Jogging makes me simmer down, forgetting things happened not long ago. I just ran so carefreely with Brenda without worries. It simmered us, it’s fun and cooling to perspire. Perhaps, I should do that daily. I was wrong. Likewise, the matter still pop up in my head when Im alone on bus. How can we understand each other more? Homed at 10.30pm.
LAST DAY BEFORE JUNE HOLS
Because I love you so.
Oh, it’s the last day of school! Mister lovely ding dang dong is leaving Serangoon Sec. Might come back but not shure still. 3ED loves ding dang dong! Maths teacher nagged me over the file again. I did not buy. But thank so much to Imran who helped me settle with it! Today whole day slept with Amirul and listening songs and videos. (: This week is sucha waste of time. Go school just to sleep, play, watch movie. I think school should just let us have a week off. Waste time only.
School ended @ 1.30pm.
Suwen Suxuan went home.
Liying absent herself from school.
Brenda didn’t came to school, went to Jonathan’s court.
Thus I meet Baby. Waited him for half an hour. Keep telling me coming coming, but his ‘coming’ takes him ‘forever’. Met him at Hougang 363. Sitted at bus stop for awhile, not knowing where we can go. 2 of his friends came. And accompanied them to Kovan to collect their job uniform. Waited for a very long time. At 3.30pm, the guys went to buy cig. Smoked. After that, went to accompany his friend for lunch. Bussed back Hougang 302. Smoked again. Baby and I left at 4.30pm. Walked to Hougang Plaza. He sent me to bus stop and he got to go for Hostel thing. Homed 🙂
Bathed. Went to my house downstair with Jolene to grab some snacks and drinks. My house is totally out of food T.T We climbed up to my house. Zzz. I hadn’t been climbing so many levels of stairs since long ago. What the hell can. She asks if I don’t dare. Thus I showed her how dare I am. LOL. My leg immediately went numb when I reached my house level. Fucking exhausted. Perspired again! And I went to have another shower. Heh.
Chatted with Francis online ….
He’s a arsehole! I repeat to you, Francis Tan, I’m not your maid!
This smiley drawn by Francis made my day!
BUT ……………………….
His colourings suck. SUCKS BADLY.
This pikachu -.- He’s still in his pokemons’ day
HAHAHA. His drawings are nice and cute. Yet still need to improve on colouring
Aw, I love this! Smiley became ‘sadey’ ? LOL.
Francis wrote there ” Jasmine bully me ” ….. I DIDNT.
F says he’s cute? x.x
AND LASTLY. this is what he draws
I’m not his maid! This drawing sucks, not nice at all /: AHAHAHAH.
He said, ribbon for me because he upgrade me. Duh!
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Oh god! Why am I so ‘lucky’ ? D: I had been chosen by MOE, for representing Singapore, taking part in the Pisa Competition to fight against other countries. WHY ME! Every school is choosing 35 students. My goodness. HOD tells us that, we’re not going to affect Serangoon’s result, but we’re affecting the Singapore’s ranking! Whoa, say like it’s a big event hur. Celina keeps asking herself repeatedly too, ” Why us?! Why us?! Why?! “ Laugh, she’s cute. Hmmmm.
OH! A GOOD THING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT. I’m proud of 3ED yea! 3 of my classmates were selected for the Serangoon Stars Audition. Great job guys. Greg is singing solo. Hashir too. While Rizky is playing percussion. They are the threes. If only Brendaliew turn up for the Audition, she shure gets in to the next round! Her dance is able to trash others down. Lol. But sadly, Audition that day she has to rush to a dance class to teach.
Talking about Audition. I thought of the audi competition my cousin won.
2ND LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
Alien problem? Monster solution!
I want to catch Monster Vs Alien! It’s showing this month starting on 28th. (Tomorrow). The display and adverts are cute!
Bussed to school in the morning. Whole school periods today kills me. Completely bored. Baby didn’t text me at all somemore, till he reaches home. Heck boredom. 😦 Suwen and I were sleeping in class again. Lol. We did that almost everyday. Rizky’s group playing psp, Suxuan playing gameboy, Lina’s group playing cards. The rest running about in the classroom like how monkeys and chimpanzees do. Greg used marker to draw on my face again! Kevin Sinwee Greg etc were chasing after Kelly to draw all over her face. Zzz. She shouted like nobody’s business. Disturbed Suwen and I from our sleep. -‘-
Run out of class during maths at 1.30pm. Ate in school canteen with Suwen Suxuan. Suwen went home, Suxuan meet Hj, I went up for dance at 2 plus. Chaos. Part of the youn junior dancemates spoilt my day in the beginning of the dance. All busy talking and not practising. There isn’t much time you all know? Whatever it is, suits them, I do not want to interfere anymore. Since I decided to leave this dance.
Chinese teacher walked forward to me when she sees me. Wtf, just my luck! I roughly know nothing good will happen. She asked for the reason why Me Suwen Suxuan ran away when she wants to see all of us the other day. Lol? We were having Fnn Srp, so how can we appear to her? Somemore YJ tells us that she’s not looking for us anymore le eh. Zzz. Want give offence slip then give la. Always use this to threaten me? Not in use ok. I’ve countless sheets of offence slips already. Gimme one more doesn’t matter. Next was Maths teacher approaching me. She’s nagging me for my Maths file. HAHA, long winded. But at least she speaks to me nicely, Chinese teacher see me one time kp one time.
Walked away to continue teaching dance. I became so slack when Shermaine came. Let her control the dancers best, haha. I sat at one side watching their dance steps and helping up with adjusting the songs from radio. As they got just started with this new dance, it’s mesy for shure, but looks good only if more energy can be added. Too long of modern dance than hip hops, and all became sort of gentle type. I do not like this dance, and find it weird ( no offence ) hence I chose to leave this dance. I’ll still support you girls, will be there on actual performance for Punggol GRC too. Hah, move on, dancemates! Janice shall take over my place.
Dance ended at 5pm, but I left earlier. Walked out of school alone, and took bus home! Weather is so suck. I’m burning.
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Holiday is coming! Talking about holiday, it should be happy. BUT. Baby’s working 😦 Aw. I’ll be having very very very very less time with him! Sad case. Well, tomorrow’s the last day of school. Brenda’s not attending ; Goodluck jonathan. I do not want holiday homeworks! Shouting here doesn’t work. Yeah I know, holiday homeworks shure have, yet so for shure, I always don’t do. Friday, it’s parent meeting session. Teacher oh teacher you wait long long, my parent is not going. 🙂
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